So I'm making it. Only five more days of this lifestyle that I'm choosing to live to see what it's really like. What it's really like to hate society to a tee. And what's great about it, is that I can't even experience the full feeling of that hate. Can only just get a taste of it. Know I can make this final stretch. It reminds me of that Into The Wild movie and Supertramp's one quote. 'Tramping is too easy with all this money. My days were more exciting when I was penniless and had to forage around for my next meal.' Guess really relating that whole quote to my life, yeah I was getting too bored going through the motions everyday. Taking everything for granted so to speak. It's only when you don't have it and you really want it, or need it, that's when you cherish it or appreciate it. Like I had my first quality dinner tonight in three days because it's not healthy to not eat anything like at all for days and I did say a little thank you to whoever runs this universe for the food I was about to eat since I was famished. And I normally don't usually do that. No I'm not a pig or anything, but it just made me realize that I needed to step back and look at why people do it in say other countries that are very destitute for example. Me personally though, I come from a silver spoon upbringing so I've always have had enough so maybe I should start thanking 'God' whatever it is everytime I eat? Or for just anything right? If this 'God' is in control that is. If it's even up there. Well, I did go eat dinner because I needed to finish this post and I can't think on an empty stomach. Not alot of people can. It's easier when your a kid, but when your a full grown man, very hard to do. Especially if your 340lbs. I've lost some weight in this whole fast which is good. Over the hump! Should go run a background search or something.