You know, I've often wondered what it takes to earn the title? First and foremost, I don't consider myself to be the realest. I really haven't done anything substantial in my life for one. And two, I just kind of drift through it for the most part. Would like to stand out more, but at the same time I like to be comfortable. The end of this month has been a little erratic in minor ways though and it makes me feel good. You have to embrace chaos I'm beginning to learn as I've grown into the man I am today. Really can make you feel alive even if it makes you feel uncomfortable. But anyway, for those that don't know, the realest is the true title of achievement in the black community you should strive for. And yes, I plan to bring it to disturbia one day when I pop off in front of a haters momma's house to make a serious joke. Whip game ain't no thang. Guess I'm choosing this as a topic because I was listening to that Jeezy joint last night. Easy to see that they lies, they phonies, and they fakes. I'm not going to post that song though. I'm going to post Where'd You Go by Fort Minor because it's like a theme song for myself. And I guess alot of people would say the same thing but I guess you could say people change right? I was going to use my censored F word, but this is a clean site. What you do is you flip the 'u' to an 'n' if that makes sense. Isn't it funny how you start grinding more quickly when you hungry? Makes me realize that I'm really not that badly off. And that I'm actually pretty well off when things are normal and whatnot. But yet I still get depressed. This whole 'cleansing' or erasing as you would like to call it has been good for me but I've already discussed that if you've been following my posts. I guess that's about it. Went to Newark Ohio last night. Saw a bunch of people dressed up as clowns in a creepy fashion. Made my night. Wanted to get a picture but I was driving and was already on my way. Probably should run a background search on those characters right?